i keep crying. im such a mess. im just glad my family went to sleep.
my heart is in so much pain. i keep listening to Picture of You. my boys. their so lovely.
i love them so much. i always want them to be together.
if theres a god. good things will happen tomorrow.
im HOLDING MY FAITH IN THEM.
i think im just gonna stop coming here altogether if something major happens. i pray for the best. they deserve to fight for themselves but wtf gives the right to a fucking expert to say....
A Music Industry Expert stated, "Usually when an issue like this arises, it's very difficult to come to a resolution. Currently the 5 members of TVXQ are split into two teams. In addition, the animosity that has come about between SM Entertainment and TVXQ, will make it very difficult for all 5 members of TVXQ to remain together."
CLEARLY he does not know these boys who will stick together all the way through HELL and BACK.
they have been though so much and for this to happen... my tears tell their own story. i cant take this anymore.
I wish you all the best and pray that good things will come to you. All the hate will go away and evil anti-fans will see the true beauty that you are, just like the picture above, all your different faces reflect your kind nature. Nobody envies you but wishes for you to success in all you do <3
Remember the good memories but don't forget the bad because they make you who you are.
Have a good Birthday Yunho
You name is very similar to my best friend's name Tashi so i'll hope to always remember your radiant smile because its so bright and can light up anyone's bad day! even mine when i feel like shooting myself after a math test, when i come home and see you smiling it all just melts away ^__________________^ I hope the smile about you never changes!
Omedatou! Happy Tanjobi Tegoshi-kun! <3
I hope that these words alone are enough to understand my feelings.
I love you too much that it really hurts.
Today I've baked a cake for your birthday but because my camera is broken, i couldn't take a picture or it buuuuY__Y
But even still You need need to know fans in Canada or all over the world will always support you no matter what you do!
If your named the slut because you've taken scandalous pictures with...lets see theres a list: Yamapi, Subaru, Shige, Massu, Uchi, Kusano, Tegoshi, Ohkura, (indirect Ueda pictures), ( I think i've named them all, if i've missed any tell me) WE WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU!!!
But when you finally find that special girl OR GUY that makes you happy, do make sure you become very happy with that person (sadly its not me!)
Because the more older you get the more closer you are to marriage thats why im talking like this. Im getting very sad and sadistic, very soon i'll go emo when i hear you have a girlfriend/boyfriends.
OMG i dont know how to end this! >____<
BACK TO ORIGINAL TOPIC!
sINCE TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY I PRAY YOU HAVE MANY GOOD FORTUNE AND HAPPINESS THIS YEAR!! MAY THE KAMI-SAMA BLESS YOU AND PLEASE LET YOU REST WHEN YOU NEED IT BECAUSE YOU'VE BEEN A LITTLE OVER WORKED LATELY!
Director-sama please let ryo-chan have a day off today to rest a bit ne~
*sniff* im so very happy though,
HAVE A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!
I LOVE YOU. ♥
ok my computer crashed on me so i wont be putting updates on for a while maybe a week... -__-; im so depressed U____________________U
im using a different computer now..
just wanted to tell everyone who come to my page....
*sniff* i'll be back soon W___W
can some one tell me if Ryo is over his Leah Dizon faze??? i've been hearing rumors all over the place. Mostly of the ones where he was like almost idoling her. Its even on tape in youtube how he got all flustered and embrassed when him, yoko and (i forgot the other one) did an interview with her. Its been like foreverrrrr since like i've known who Ryo was that he made it quite openly that he like Leah Dizon.
Ok in my opinion on leah dizon herself, i dont like her music, seems really plain, she just acts too much, plus i still dont know her real background..i dunno but to me, finding ryo "attacted" to her makes me really question his preferences Y__Y sorry if i'd offended those Leah fans out there, i just wanna speak my mind out.
so going back to my question....is Ryo finally over his Faze with her?? and moved on with himself??